Most parenting decisions are not irretrievable. If you decide further down the line that a certain style of parenting or a certain method of discipline isn't working you can switch to an alternative. You may have subtly shaped a portion of your child's life through that method but executing the new method can probably 'remould' them if necessary.
However there are some decisions that once made are final. Hublet and I have taken one of those decisions:
We have told Goblin that Santa isn't real.
I imagine there are a few of you reading this who are a little horrified that we aren't going to induct our three year old into the magic of the Christmas fantasy. And I understand why you might feel like that. I get that most parents want to make Christmas extra special by joining in the global fantasy that a magical being comes and brings presents, and that he flys in on a sleigh with reindeer, and elves in Lapland make the toys. It is all quite fantastic and watching children's faces when they see their stockings full of presents and believe that Santa has been, must be amazing to behold.
But the trouble is, its a lie.
I don't want to lie to my child.
Are we overreacting? Are we introducing the cruel realities of the world at too tender an age? Are we being selfish? Will we damage our son?
The truth is I don't know. But this decision feels right for our family.
We aren't starving Goblin of all the fun of Christmas. Hublet gets quite annoyed with me dancing round the house singing "Christmas, Christmas, Christmas" from mid November onwards. I know that Santa isn't real and it doesn't stop me loving Christmas time and feeling that its magical. Why should Goblin need to be treated differently. We will still tell him the story of Santa coming down the chimney and we'll still play the game of leaving out a carrot and a glass of milk. But Goblin will know that it is imaginary play and not real. This fits with the way we share other fantasy with Goblin. We tell Goblin stories about imaginary beings: aliens, talking animals that drive vehicles, fairies and gnomes, and Santa. We feed his imagination. But the difference is Goblin knows they are stories.
What harm can it do to tell your child that Santa is real? Probably none - I'm not judging anyone who does tell their child that Santa is real. And I don't remember being traumatised by the discovery that Santa wasn't real.
But I don't want a day to come when Goblin discover that his own parents were conspiring in a lie. I don't want to risk him thinking, well if they are lying about that, what else are they lying about. And lies can mount up. First its Santa, then the Easter Bunny, the Dummy Fairy, the Tooth Fairy, how his first pet went to live on a farm (when he actually died). Where would I draw the line?
So we had the conversation. It revolved around a shopping trip. He wanted a toy and we explained we weren't going to buy it. When he persisted we said "well we will write it on your Christmas list". This seemed to satisfy him. And later he said "Santa will bring me my truck at Christmas". Hublet and I were a bit surprised that he knew about Santa. So we said
"Goblin you know Santa is pretend, its Mummy or Daddy pretending to be Santa"
Goblin responded "No Santa is real and he wears red and he walks"
I guess he must have got that from nursery or TV. We ended the conversation with him adamantly telling us Santa was real.
But the following week we were at the supermarket again and having pretty much the same conversation over a toy.
"Well we can put it on your Christmas list"
Goblin turned to me and said
"Yes Santa will bring them at Christmas"
Then he smiled and whispered
"It will be you or Daddy pretending to be Santa".
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